Painful

Some mistakes cannot just be forgotten becos it is impossible to be forgotten. Yes, impossible. As simple as that. And it's going to affect you for the rest of your life whether you like it or not. Oh yeah, you will never gonna like it. And it's gonna be painful to remember every bit of it for almost everyday of yours. So this is the price that you gotta pay for letting yourself making the mistakes becos it was all your fault for being so dumb to realize the real 'intention' on you. There's nothing else that you can do. Goodbye.