Sweet lessons.

I'm making some changes with my life where I came out by making final decision this time. No more with unsure feelings about future and whether it's worth to fight for and I began to realize someone's presence in my life. How precious he is and I should have appreciated him long time ago and not mistreated him this way. I made a huge mistake. Tiada sehari yang berlalu tanpa aku menyesali kesilapan itu.....

to whom it may concern, I didn't lie to you for every single word I said to you before. All were sincerely came from my heart. You were nice to me and I appreciate your kindness. But every story must have an ending. I shall end our story before everything gets worst. I shall end our story for our own good. I shall end our story because I can feel that we're not meant for each other. I don't have the feeling to you that every soul mate has for each other. The guts to fight like many other soul mates have.. I'm sorry. This is not called as betrayal. This is what I called as destiny. Trust me. You won't understand this till you find the person that is meant for you. It's like you're trying to erase something that is written by permanent ink. You cannot. I didn't make the wrong decision. I know I'm doing the right thing. After all, blessings from mom and dad is all I want, so I can lead a happy life.

And I'm doing great. I'm falling for the same guy again. And I hope 4 years journey of us will continue till my last breath. Forgive me for hurting you. Forgive me for all my wrongdoings. You're the greatest love I ever had and I'm so thankful that I still have the chance to be with you again. I hope karma doesn't really exist becus I'm scared of it. I'll be appreciating you more, Thauban Othman! And this time I'm not scared to promise becus I know all I want is you, and no other person. This experience has taught me a lot. I've learned the lesson.

It's me, Nabilah bte Abdul Ghani, admitting her mistakes and asking for forgiveness to every person that she hurt before. I'm truly sorry..

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