the only medium

So helpless. So hopeless.

I don't know what else to do.

Everybody is trying to make me change my mind. Everybody is trying to make me see things in negative ways.

Seems like nobody is supporting my decision. Nobody is on my side.

I'm left all alone. Nobody listens to me. Nobody wants to understand me.

They even underestimate me and my decision.

I left with no faith.

I'm the one who run my life. It should be me who decides everything. Not my surrounding.

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I feel sad when I saw their pictures together. Tears drop.

"..I will never be able to replace her.." that was my first thought that crossed my mind.

I questioned my presence in his life.

Who am I? Can I beat her?

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Goodnight fellas. It's time to sleep so I don't over think about my problems.